Best worst years of my life, 2017.

"To the year that messed me up, threw me near the verge of giving up, made me doubt myself a lot and expect things that will never happen. To the year that made me stronger, taught me to love myself more than anything else, made me realize who's true to me and not. 

Definitely a year of realization, self growth and hard work. 2017 taught me how much family matters, to be careful who you speak to, to not trust everyone, what it's like to have true friends, and the pain of lost loved one. 

The year where I learned to let go of the things that are toxic to for me, to accept the reality that nothing stays the same, to understand that it is okay not to be okay and to commit to whatever decision you have as long it makes you happy. 

It's been one of the best worst years of my life and i'm thankful. but i'm ready to move on. Here's to 2018." -  IG cupcake_aisyah

Once you've made your choice, don't ever look back.
Be bold enough to keep moving, just the same way you're bold enough to ignore everything.

Reading that caption made me realize that you're not alone having difficulties in 2017. I've been thinking for quite long enough, what did i achieve in this year? Nothing. Blankness. Numbness. Painful memories. I'm so tired of trying to fight with everything.

Tapi semua yang menyakitkan itu terjadi untuk menguatkan kita. Semua yang menyedihkan itu supaya kita lebih menghargai kebahagiaan. Semua kegagalan adalah untuk mendekatkan kita dengan kejayaan. Long story short, I survived. Maka nikmat tuhan yang manakah kamu dustakan?

Don't give up. Selagi masih bernafas, jalankan tugasmu sebagai hamba-Nya, tunaikan tanggungjawab terhadap ibu bapa kamu. Kerana kita bukan hidup bersendirian di dunia ini tanpa arah hala tuju hidup. 

Islam. Iman. Ihsan.

Selamat datang 2018. Bring it on. Keep fighting guys!